"Eh! Look! That loser went to buy a thick thick white coloured hair band!"

"Wah, steady. Damn thick one ley! The white colour so outstanding."

"Eh please lah, white coloured hair bands not popular already lah."

"Really? Then now popular what?"

"Shoulder bag lah! Small small, glossy glossy, hot pink one!"

-

"Hey! I got white coloured hair band already! So.. I'm eligible to join your gang now right!"

"Hello, hello. You think you what? White coloured hair band so thick, attract attention ah?"

"Ya loh. You think you going back in time ah? You what generation one? Think 1970s ah?"

"B..But.. But you all say must have white coloured hair band then can join your gang what! I save money to buy one ley! See! I pull up my sleeve also! Cool right!"

"Cool your head lah. You damn loser ley. White coloured hair band how long ago already?"

"Ya loh. Don't act cool lah."

"Then.. Then now what's cool?"

"Shoulder bag lah! Cannot see we all carrying ah? Hot pink, damn nice right!"

"Yeah! And so small, smaller than my head ah!"

"And look. It's glossy! So class right."

"Don't want this kind also can. Sling bag also can! See hers, pink and glossy!"

"Huh.. But my mum don't wanna let me buy. No money.."

"No money buy ah? No money don't buy lah!"

"But I want to join your gang. Like so cool like that. A lot of guys like!"

"You not only no pretty bag, skirt so long! How to join?"

"Ya loh. Quickly fold lah! Later people see we talking to you, then your skirt so long, we throw face lah!"

"Cannot fold too much lah. I inside wear shorts, later can see."

"Wa lao! You live in what world one? Wear shorts? Must fold so short until above shorts length lah!"

"Huh. Then can see everything!"

"If not you think how to attract guys? Wa lao. You damn stupid lah!"

"But fold already so untidy.."

"You no fashion sense ah? Messy then nice lah!"

"Wa lao.. Talk to you waste time ley. We got more important things to do. When you got all the things then come and find us lah. Loser."

-

"Wah wah wah. So bitch."

-



So, don't try too hard to fit in.
Sometimes, you just belong somewhere way beyond their definition of cool.
And if you try to hard, it'll just make things worse.

You'll irritate people like ME with your stupid acts.
And people like ME will all the more think you're damn uncool.
And in the end, you'll be even more uncool that you were.


Please lah. You don't need to try so hard to find a GUY at the age of 13-17.
You'll probably only get married at 25 lah.
And you think you'll date the same guy for 10+ years?
And anyway, your guy will just find you eventually.
Hurry what hurry! Learn how to write Econs essay first lah.

Which reminds me, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE ONE!
And our dear Mr Gerald doesn't seem like he's gonna teach us how to.
But nevermind for now. Back to the point.


And what's the big deal with tiny glossy bags?
I like big bags. Why? Cos they're big, duh.
Cos they can contain a lot a lot of things,
and I can use it to cover my arse,
so it doesn't matter even if I dirty my skirt rolling on the floor.


Stupid losers with the stupid bags.
I mean, some people naturally look good with shoulder bags.
And it's OKAY to use one of a appropriate size,
with reference to your body size lah.
But TINY and GLOSSY ones are really stupid.



That just makes me cooler than all the people out there who use such bags for schooling.


Conclusion: I rock.


NOT ALICE.

IT'S ELLISE.

ELLISE WITH THE E.


Alice is such a wonderland name.
Even 一粒 and ELSIE sound nicer.

Alice makes me think of the Betty Boo kind of person.
Lace, ribbons, and.. all the other stuff you can think of.



My identification card picture's screwed anyway.
Look like some convict.
So different from the original photo lah.
Can't believe I've to live with it for the next 15 years.


I so envy all of you out there with a nice photo on your IC.

Damn.

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

报章报道：根据一项调查显示，越来越多新加坡青少年都在做明星梦，在10位中学生中竟有8位曾参加过各种寻星的比赛，或是歌唱比赛。近年来也看到了媒体也常举办各种各样的寻星活动。谈谈你对这项报告的感想。


Yes yes, Campus Superstar is here again.
I think the media's being retarded to hold it during THIS TIME of the year.
Hello, it's the mid-year examinations period for so many people lah.

Brainless.



Nevertheless, today's the start of mid-year exams!
Chinese paper was quite alright.
The question for the formal letter was (insert word here).
But taking the exams in the hall is super exciting, I tell you.
You look around and then it's like you're surrounded by so many people in blue!




Have you ever bought 6 Zingers? HAHA.
No lah, obviously I didn't eat everything lah.
But still, so much for wanting to lose weight lah.


CHINESE PAPER TOMORROW!
This, officially marks the beginning of the oh-so-wonderful mid-year examinations.

Are you excited?
Well, actually it's gonna be quite fun lah.
Since our whole level's gonna take the exams in the hall.
Quite cool eh. A pity they didn't install an air conditioner. =(


Gah. Tuition, tuition.
I'm dead tired now, I tell you.
I'm doing no revision for tomorrow's paper, except for memorising the format.

Nevertheless, good luck people. :D


And if you're free,
or you feel like buying jewelry and stuff, check out:

http://www.xanga.com/duckduck___goose/

By my friend and her sister.
So yeah. Go take a look alrights. :D


Remember to bring your chinese dictionaries!

OHHH.

GET WELL SOON, BIANA.
May your neck recover soon,
then we can do neck rotation exercises together! :D


Oh, I forgot to mention that this afternoon,
after like 3 whole hours of A maths lesson,
I went home and started watching television.


You know?
They're airing advertisements to encourage Singaporeans to have sex!
Yes. Make love, as well as babies.
Then they started comparing the birth rate from the past and today.
And they interviewed some Americans,
who happily boasted about having sex 5 times a day.
Not their fault though, they have a different culture.

They then start telling people about the consequences of not having enough babies,
like, there won't be enough NS men in future, and stuff like that.
Then, they interview some old aunty who like started crapping a lot.

But.. What's with the stupid advertisement?


Want to be world class in everything,
want people to work their arses off,
then want people to make more babies.

This is exactly like school.

Want superb academic results,
make students study their shit away,
then want outstanding results in co-curricular activities too.


They don't understand.
And I guess they never will.

Nobody's so perfect to be able to do well in both.
Perhaps a minority, but almost considered negligible.


Now I know where the school got its stupid ideas of
"Students must do well in everything! Throw all the shit to them! Die also nevermind! School get glory and honour can already!"


And yes, if you watch television, particularly Singapore shows,
be in dramas or variety shows,
you'll find that they're always speaking in a super retarded way lah!
And they're ALWAYS promoting Singlish.

Like, in one of the variety shows, this host, I don't know his name,
started acting like a damn gay when he's happily married lah.

WHAT'S THE POINT?
It's not funny, not entertaining,
It's pure stupidity.
Yet, the bloody loser thinks its super funny, super entertaining, and everyone likes seeing him act like a sissy boy.


WHAT THE FUCK.

Don't they always say, media has a huge influence on people?
Then they say we must speak good english?
Then, the media's contradicting the government is trying to promote!


This is going from pointless to even more pointlessness.

I'm super super irritated by these stupid Singaporean shows lah.
Especially variety shows. Particularly chinese ones.


No doubt. We all speak with LEH, LAH, LOH, and other stuff,
but on TELEVISION, they really shouldn't emphasize it lah.
They're seriously EXAGGERATING the use of Singlish,
and.. It just makes the hosts and actors look like clowns.


Then again, there's a reason why cable television exists.









It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you


Yes, I'm watching 海豚湾恋人 again. :D


One moment of rowdiness,
the next, a moment of silence.

It has been looooong since I took such a lively bus ride home.
What a journey. HAHA!
I bet that indian man was tickled by our actions.



Are you cool enough?
I know you're not. Unlike me.
And Diarrhoea Chia, and Jerelyn, and Pawk, and ..

Yeah. You're not cool at all.
I'm way cooler than you.



Fwahahaha.
Inside joke.


Went to library with some people today.
Nothing much about the study part.
A lot more about the action.

Girl power, I tell you. :D
I'm so proud of her.



Life damn boring now.

I can't wait for a party,
or a gathering, or a celebration of some sort.



Okay, Afiq. Sorry for the bad english.
Lazy to go and edit the post anyway. So, yeah.
Thanks anyway.




I like Josh Groban. :D


MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS.


MOTHER TONGUE
ENGLISH LANGUAGE
CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL
COMBINED HUMANITIES (SS+HIST)
PHYSICS PRACTICAL
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
ECONOMICS
MATHEMATICS
GEOGRAPHY
CHEMISTRY
PHYSICS


OH MY GOD.
I HAVE SO MANY PAPERS.

THE ONES IN BOLD ARE THE ONES I THINK I WON'T DO WELL,
OR RATHER, THE ONES I THINK I'LL PROBABLY FAIL.


AHHHH.
GOODBYE TO THE BEAUTIFUL REPORT CARDS I'D GET IN LOWER SEC.




Nothing would have changed even if you were giving another chance.
It's already happened, so don't be unhappy about it.

The M isn't important anyway.
It's not what you get, it's what you deserve.


It's been one week since I've played my oboe.
I'm damn damn damn damn sure I've deproved tremendously.
I think I lost my embouchure. Yah, shit.


I miss playing the oboe already!
I miss playing my LIYING! HAHA! ;x


Okay, I'm gonna practise tomorrow. :D



RAMEN RAMEN.

Last Saturday, I went to have Ramen for dinner with my family.
It's this restaurant at the Railmall, at Upper Bukit Timah Road.

I forgot to take a picture until I finished the whole bowl.
But anyway, the point is to show you the decorations in the restaurant.

Ignore the people. Look at the pictures on the wall!
It's super cute lah. and the whole wall's prettily painted.

And this is the wall on the other side.

If you're wondering what are those,
they're the spoons you use to eat Ramen, all on the wall.

There's like 100+ spoons lah, each over a light bulb.
Creative eh? Haha. Pretty. :D


TODAY


We did up the class recycling corner thing today.
I'm sorry for my vulgarities, but I cannot tolerate certain things. =/


Green and yellow's always the best combination.


On the floor.

And.. the masterpiece. :D
Leaves, and more leaves! Hahaha.
Look like some miniature leaf exhibition. -.-



Mid-year examinations are exactly a week away.
I haven't done any revision! Neither do I feel the urgency.
And.. Nothing's motivating me to study. =(


Sian.


Jiayou, Choir.
Do a good job alright. :D

I love you, BA & PAWK & LAOSAI !


The sudden thing I have with english songs is so weird.
Haha, they're quite nice anyway.
I'm starting to like Josh Groban all over again.
Like, after I abandoned him for Jay Chou once upon a time. :D

Maybe I angmoh-ed with those debaters too much.
Oh yeah, I didn't mention, did I?
I went to ACJC with my brother on Saturday!
I went to watch some debate between RJC and some national team.
It was quite boring cos the motion was too chim and useless.
But it's still kinda fun to watch debates. I like!
Argue argue. I like debates. :D


Mid year exams are approaching.
No, I'm not going to stop blogging. Haha.

But, there's just this huge work load that I can't seem to be able to cope with.
I mean, I can finish my homework, sometimes,
but it feels like I've just rushed through the whole thing,
without understanding or anything.


David said I'm weird.
Am I weird? I'm not, am I?
Walao, I don't want to appear as some freak to others lah. =/



I don't like the way people phrase this. They say:
Oh, I hope you WIN the Gold with Honours medal at SYF!

But.. It's not a competition. How to win?

I hate the way people take SYF like a competition.
Not only for band, but for the other performing arts as well.
SYF is just going there to be judged by those 7 people, isn't it?
It's not a competition. No wins, no loses.

Fabian said, "The judges give people bronze medal, they take it like giving the band a comment, so that they will go and work and improve on it. They didn't know that it will affect the people so much. When people cry because of perhaps their silver medal, the judges ask, why are they crying?"

We're getting this whole thing all WRONG.

Nevertheless, this year's SYF has been really.. An experience.

150 bands.

3 gold with honours medals.
16 gold medals.
A lot of silvers, a lot of bronzes.
5 Certificates of Participation.

:D


I've got a sudden craving for doughnuts.
I want, I want !




Josh Groban - To Where You Are

Who can say for certain Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration Can it be
That you are mine Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far To where you are

Are you gently sleeping Here inside my dream
And isn’t faith believing All power can’t be seen

As my heart holds you Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
’cause you are mine Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you’re there
A breath away’s not far To where you are

I know you’re there
A breath away’s not far
To where you are


I listened to our recordings.
Night safari and Jericho.

Can hear a lot of mistakes, yet a lot of nice parts.
I even feel happy listening to it lah. Happy happy!
Thank you Mr. De Souza. :D


It kind of brings you back to that very moment, on stage.
Oh, I like Edward's baritone sax solo! :D
And and and, the shouting part in Jericho was super cool lah.
Oh yeah, my solo in Jericho's super super out of tune. HAHA.

Whatever. Like what whoever said,
if it's an out of tune note, it's a damn good one.
If it's vibrating with someone else's sound, its vibrato.
If it's a squeak, it's a super high note.



If you want the recording, just contact me alright! :D


TODAY IS FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH.


The thing about the unluckiness is true, I tell you.
Let me list you a few unlucky events today.


1. I was on the bus, on my way home in the evening.
It was raining. Yeah. Raining.
And guess what, the bus got holes in the side joints near the window!
And yeah. The water got in and wet the side of my skirt.
And I only realised it when I stood up to get off the bus.


2. My neighbour's car engine broke down.

3. Some bicycle shop in some park got struck by lightning,
caught fire and the whole shop got burnt down.


AH BOK WAS RIGHT.
FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH IS UNLUCKY.

Not that I'm being superstitious, but it's true!



Interview was rather scary today.
I didn't know how to answer, and yeah,
their looks we super super super scary.

I can imagine how I'd screw up my job interviews in future.



She is biased! She doesn't want to teach students who have tuition. She frequently sends students out of class because they fail her short tests, causing them to miss out on even more lessons, and just get from bad to worse. She is unwilling to teach me because I have TUITION.

Yes yes, I wrote that behind the OTAS for the A Math IP survey.
She can teach, but I cannot take her stupid attitude.

I forgot to include that she constantly encourages us to drop the subject. DAMN !


Congratulations to AMKSB on getting their GOLD WITH HONOURS.

Good job good job !
I'm sure Mr. Tan's a very happy man now.
Now that all his 3 sec schools got Golds and Gold with Honours.

Congratulations to all those who did well!

:D :D :D :D :D


Isn't music so beautiful?



Ah, anyway, this week is ENGLISH WEEK!
So, the EL department came up with some weird activities for us.

The Oratorical Competition was quite fun.
Afiq's speech was kinda funny at some parts!
Ruiting's was too chim for my standard.
Jingjie's was quite alright.

But yeah. They can really speak well. :D

The spelling B thing was a little more entertaining.
We had fun cheering for the others,
but it got quite boring after a few rounds,
when everyone like got super sian and all. Yeah.


I have a lot of incomplete A Maths!
Mrs P is so ______ __.
I don't even feel like being in her class, not to say being afraid of being sent out.
I would gladly walk out of her class myself lah. =(

But what to do? She's the best we can get.


That rumour about the Gold With Honours thing is fake.
Because, St. Patricks got Gold With Honours today!

I'm sure Mr. Honours is super happy.


Anyway, congratulations to XINMIN for getting their Gold Medal too.



Yay.
Suddenly, I feel like there's nothing to do,
despite my huge amount of undone homework lah.
But, the sudden stop of band practise makes me feel uneasy.


I kinda wish we could go for SYF one more time.
I'm missing that feeling already.
The feeling of anticipation and all.


Ah, pictures from SYF day!
Which is like, yesterday. :D


Check out the difference in size of my shoe and Tianji's!
He got like super huge feet lah! Scary.

Here's Liying. Beautifully polished, ready to shine. :D

On the bus. Piccolo!

So cute.

Fabian giving us some last minute reminders.
Thanks Fabian. Thanks for all your help!
We couldn't have done it without you. :D

Tianji, stoning away.

Love. Confidence. Believe.


I love our beloved band leaders. :D
We couldn't have done it without them too.

And.. After the whole thing!
Happy and satisfied with our performance. :D

The SYF 2007 Oboe section! :D

Jasmine!

Liesl, me, Xinyue and Shuyi!


:D

It has definitely been memorable.
Right now, mug hard for MYE people!
I love you guys!


SYF Central Judging 2007.

Band no. 8.

Commonwealth Secondary School.


Gold.



- Silence -


WHOOOOO!
CLAPS AND CHEERS!


There were only 5 Gold Awards today.
Along with 6 Silvers, 12 Bronzes and 1 C.O.P.
There's no Gold With Honours due to some complicated system. LOL.

We did well, yeah.
I'm proud to be a band member!



Check out Band Fusion for the results of other schools!

Some message left on the the Forum.

Greetings,

Once and for all, whether it is Gold or Gold (With Honors), it will still be announced as Gold. You will only know whether it is Gold or Gold (With Honors) as it will be reflected on the certificate. So kindly wait until then. No amount of displeasure or discontent expressed about this new system can change or hasten anything.

Thank you.


RAWR.

SYF is finally over.
Smiled. Frowned. Cried. Laughed.
Screwed up. Shone off.

Well, this marks the end of our great journey.
The Gold Award was rather expected lah.
Nevertheless, I'm happy about it. :D

No regrets, yeah?
In fact, I felt I did a rather good job for my solo,
it was just a bit.. soft. =/ Oh well.


Sec 4s are stepping down, off to study for the big O's.
All the best, seniors! Do well, do us proud again! :D
I'm gonna miss band without the Sec 4s all over again,
just like how I missed Liying when their batch left.


Well, then we'll embark on a whole new journey!


I love my fellow band members!
I love CMB.
I love playing the oboe.
I love music.


For the band I love with all my heart.



To all the remaining performing arts groups who have
yet to go for your SYF Central Judging, all the best!

ADD OIL! :D


How are you feeling now?
Nervous? Excited? Afraid? Happy?

Well, rehearsal today was quite alright.
There were parts when we sounded really nice!
Hopefully all goes well tomorrow yes?


It's our big day tomorrow!
Shine we must. :D :D :D


I LOVE CMB!
DO YOU?

Yup. Don't think about doing your homework anymore!
DON'T CARE LAH. After tomorrow then chiong. HAHA.


Take care everyone!
Sleep early. Drink more water. Pray hard!
Take care of your ARSES ! x)

You know we can do it.
And do it we will. Yes? YES !


ADD OIL !!!




HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BA !
I love you! Fwahaha.


The Phantom of the Opera!

It was super duper good lah!
I meant, the acting and singing were super nice!
But the Orchestra wasn't really what I expected.
Nevertheless, it was a great performance. :D :D :D :D :D

4.8 out of 5 stars!

I LOVE MASQUERADE!
It's like officially my favourite song.

MASQUERADE ~
PAPER FACES ON PARADE ~
HIDE YOUR FACE SO THE WORLD WILL NEVER FIND YOU ~

Oh, and I bought the programme booklet for $25!
Should have bought the Phantom's mask thing lah.
FWAHAHAHA.


WHOOO.
You should really go and watch. :D




Band practise today was quite alright.
I think I sounded okay today. Better than before.
Mr Tan and the Ang Moh Guy said I sounded nice.

It's just 2 more days.


I cannot explain my feelings now.
Nervous, yet excited.




Shine, for the world to see.


Happy 23rd Month, Bonks. :D

Yes, I enjoyed myself yesterday!
Trip to and fro Ikea to have lunch was so much fun,
of course, the food was uber good lah.
Hey, don't look at me like I'm such a pig okay.

Swedish meatballs & chicken wings! <333

I'm sure we've all felt the find-a-word-ness we've had
with each other for the past few weeks or months.
Lunch yesterday sure made things go back right, I guess.

And, yes yes. K Box yes! :D
Don't go around telling people stuff and spoiling my reputation okay!
Only you all got the special privilege to see my other side okay.
Fwahaha.


Anyway, pawk, stop trying to kiss a toy dragon lah. :D


TEEHEE. :D


Oh yes, two other pictures of the other day we were celebrating Mr Gerald's birthday!

Happy belated Birthday, Mr Gerald!


And yeah, the whole thing was possible thanks to Jun Jie and few others! (:
Happy happy! :D


Ah, SYF is in 3 Days.
I don't know how much I can change through these last 3 days,
but I want to give my best and not regret.
I want, and I must.



Going to watch Phantom of the Opera tonight!
I've been looking forward to it for a long long time,
yet today, I feel kinda lazy to go. =/
Ah well, hope it'll be a great one. :D


Go CMB. :D


Kiss my ass !


FUCKER FACE !


Loser, loser, loser!
Who cares about you man.
Eat your own shit!
Like you're some big character.

GO DIE!

The BAs rule the world.
Shit you bloody fucker face.

----------


What is your love?


Ah, rehearsal at SCH was fairly alright today.
Or rather, last night.

Believe, yes? :D


Yet, yet. We still have a long way to go.
Need to work on my tone, tuning, and expressions.

The medal is their hopes, and their expectations.
Not ours.
So, stop thinking about the medal.


For our love.
Our music.



Dear Tianji, please wake up NOW.
Stop doing the wrong things like BITING, and SQUEEZING.
And stop meddling with your air. It has to be constant.

You know you're not supposed to,
and you know you can make a good sound.
And stop stoning during band practises,
because it really irritates me,
and it just shows you're not concentrating.

Please, WAKE UP.
I cannot keep reminding you,
and I don't wanna get damn pissed in the middle of playing the piece.

Add oil, okay?



Ah well, I shall abandon the homework,
and head for bed. :D

Goodnight.


YAY, new blogskin.
I was lazy to go design my own,
so I went to search for one instead.

Pretty eh? :D



I love you, Mousey.
You're the best senior in the world.
I can't wait to give you a hug.


Physics. =(



Happy April Fool's.